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right now its day 4 of work and am not feelin good at the moment. i just want time to run fast and end the day go home and sleep. am planning to be absent on day 5 of work. wish i dont have this feeling. feeling of being in love with somebody, coz it realy hurts when that somebody cannot love you back. does GOD allow me to have this feeling so that i will visit HIM always in his place? because what i usually do if i got this feeling is i would go to edsa shrine where i would have my sunday mass or pray and something happen after that will ease my feeling. since last night i have this feeling already but i didnt go to the church before i went to work today thus i have this odd feeling till now. i cant even concentrate on my calls and am thinkin of her. (sigh) i should have dropped by the church and pray for this to him.... maybe this is the way HE is calling me to come and talk to HIM.... :( :(